Crushes or crushed:/
Friday, April 17, 2009, 11:35 PM
That was probably one the most stupidest things I have done.
STUPID GIRL.STUPID STUPID STUPID.

It was my first time----confessing to my crush in primary school.
And the experience sure wasn't great because for some weird unknown reason, my crush teased me----in a sadistic view. But I still couldn't let him go. It was stupid.

So now, thanks to that memorable experience, I am now both paranoid and freaked out when it comes to 'confessing---of love---TO CRUSHES!'

I admit it's stupid cause it's been more than half a decade but I'm still hung over.
But I'm sure now you know the psychological damage this has done to me.
Scarred for life....
Probably.

Now, I try not to have crushes, be infatuated and cover up these feelings of what I call them 'admiration' to be due to my fickle-mindedness and probably what we all term as 'puppy love'.

I'm not trying to offend anyone out there, but as a christian, I tell myself I don't deserve anyone to myself when I can't even fully 'love' my family and religion---christianity.

So why are we---A bunch of clueless girls in love--- So impatient on finding THE ONE.

THE ONE who would love every single side of you----Even when you're fat.(But of course tell you to get healthy and shed a few kilos....)
THE ONE who wouldn't strangle your life and try to run it for you.
THE ONE who would be able to make even the worst of our period days to all laughter and Joy.
THE ONE who would respect you, and think carefullly of you as a fragile rose.
THE ONE who would grow old and spend the rest of the white-hair days, watching the rise and dawn of the sun, and the remaining days.

So why not be patient and trust that THE ONE will definitely appear in front of you, like a jigsaw puzzle to the uncompleted myths of your heart.
And girls out there,
When THE ONE appears, you will know it, that's why there's such a thing called 'six sense---better known as 'instinct', that's the time to pick up your courage and confess.

So crushes or crushed?
Don't spend your lifetime worrying THE ONE will never come. Don't be crushed.
Instead, get your ass out there and have fun---That's what life's about! LOVE!
Have crushes, but don't be CRUSHED!

----Your online friend: ASRAH
P.S( Against conventional logic, I personally think that crushes ruin my social life. Why?---
Because I think about it too much. What about you?)

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